Shock and Disappointment...

Disappointment... Pouring my time, energy and heart into a deal I believed in, and at the last minute, it falls through... The urge to get angry, second guess myself, beat myself up, lay blame, run away, & pretend I didn't care... Then, it hits me: I did my best. The other guy did his best. All my negative reactions are a further waste of energy. Time to be OK with what is. Calmness comes over me...